“Always question everything; certainty is the enemy of spiritual growth.”
—Maxim 1
This is the very short piece of ministry that
started it all, so to speak, in terms of such short ministry. It occurred to me repeatedly, and once I
gave in and wrote it down, it was soon followed by a series of other
such short pieces. It wasn’t a rush, nor a constant flow over time,
but came in fits and starts.
It’s also rather a foundational thought for my
own spiritual approach. The first part is actually a common saying
among skeptics (they always seem to use that Americanised spelling
online, even many of the Brits, and I’ll use that spelling
specifically for this usage), by which I do not mean people who are
generally slow to believe things. I mean the movement of actively
non-religious, often science-focussed (and positivist), and sometimes
downright anti-religious people that has grown largely online. The
patron saints of the movement seem to be Dawkins and Popper, though
there is also a current among skeptics that suggests that Dawkins
might be a bit of a jerk and that Popperian science is both not as
restrictive as some think, and not the only way to think about
science. It is the approach and attitude that gave rise to
Pastafarianism (also known as The
Church of The Flying Spaghetti Monster) and various other
satirical approaches to (or uses of) religion, and might be seen as a
new generation’s version of the secular humanist movement. Indeed,
some people involved in the skeptical community also get involved in
secular humanism. “Always question everything” might reflect a
sceptical view generally, though I’ve also heard it from conspiracy
theorists – by which they mean to question the official narrative
of events – and various sorts of counter-cultural and
off-mainstream viewpoints.
Here, I don’t think it should be taken
literally; if we were to spend time literally questioning everything,
we would be questioning constantly, with no cognitive capacity left
for anything else. I’m not going to constantly question why the sky
is blue (and I don’t suggest anyone else does, whether they know
the generally-accepted scientific explanation or not). I’m not
going to constantly question whether people actually want me around
at, say, a social or Quaker event (well, I will, but that’s for
other reasons). It is more a matter of reaching the conclusion that
nothing is final. That is
clarified in the second part of the maxim – we are called to
question because
certainty is a perilous thing for the Seeker.
I should say
here, as I’ve said before, that I don’t claim any authority over
the meaning of these short pieces of ministry. I prefer to say that
they, like all of my written ministry, are written down
by me, rather than written by me, though some of the longer pieces
are very personal in their content, such as those that are tagged
“what
I can say” (some pieces under that tag are ministry, and some
are deliberate writing). I may have a little insight, as I
experienced the call to minister and it does tend to convey more than
I can put into words. However, I am also often profoundly uncertain
about the meaning, which causes me to be cautious of those times that
I do feel more certain. So, my reflection here is about what it means
to me, and some sense of what I might have discerned as its meaning
to others – based on their reactions – but not an explanation. I
can’t explain this ministry, just explain how it speaks to me.
So, to me, this
ministry is about it being impossible for us to reach final,
definitive truth in the religious/spiritual sphere – and thus we
must always be ready to put aside or amend the truth we think we
have. Of course, Friends with a very settled religious view that they
think other Friends ought to share – and such exist among liberal
Friends in theologically diverse Yearly Meetings, not just in the
explicitly Christ-centred Yearly Meetings or pastoral and evangelical
Friends – may find that idea troubling. If you feel that you have
obtained the ultimate – albeit possibly incomplete – religious
Truth, you will be naturally resistant to the idea of questioning it.
I have even had Friends suggest that, to paraphrase, I wish to put
everyone in the same spiritual quagmire of confusion as they think
that I must be in. I do not interpret my lack of certainty as
confusion, however, nor as any other sort of quagmire. It is,
instead, an admission of the inscrutability of the Divine, the
inability of the human mind to understand, never mind human language
to express, that complex and incomprehensible other.
It may seem that
a theistic understanding of the Divine and a non-theistic one, or a
stereotypical “big beard in the sky” understanding and a
pantheistic understanding, or a monotheistic understanding and
polytheistic understanding, are fundamentally incompatible. It is, to
any reasonable human, impossible for both of any of these pairs to be
true; they are contradictory (though the summary of Hindu theology I
was taught in school suggests that one can construct a system in
tension between polytheism and monotheism). Yet if the Divine is
ultimate and beyond us in a way that is beyond our comprehension, why
should we suppose that it can be grasped using our logic. It is
somewhat like three dimensional representations of four dimensional
figures; many representations all accurate in their way, and all
failing to entirely convey the same idea.
So it might be
that many understandings are valid in their way, but that doesn’t
suggest the need to question everything. It would, in fact, suggest
that one not question things because they are all right. However,
even one point of view can be refined after its own manner, and the
use of multiple points of view allows you to refine each of them by
way of the others. Thus even while each point of view has its own
validity, by taking them together we continue to question and refine.
There is one
other meaning that this has, for me, and that is very important. We
have a lot of corporate points of view as Meetings – local, area,
monthly, quarter, yearly (as the terms are variously used in
different places). We engage in discernment and decide, for example,
to embrace equal marriage. But we have to remember that each of these
things was new when it was decided, and that there were other
approaches, other decisions before. It is not enough, to carry on the
same example, to support equal marriage because that is what your
Yearly Meeting does. It is not enough for it to become crystallised
as tradition. It must be something that we continue to do because we
understand it, we understand why, and we feel the living Spirit still
moving us in that way. I do not mean that we should question equal
marriage in the sense that we should consider abandoning it –
though it could, barely conceivably, come to that. Rather, I mean
that we should keep doing it because we should keep doing it, rather
than because we once decided to do it.
Always
questioning, and rejecting certainty, is not a matter of confusion.
It is a matter of refusing to accept that which was once thought to
be true will always be true, or perhaps was ever true. It is a matter
of knowing human-comprehensible truth to be always incomplete and
provisional. It is being prepared to be surprised and to change our
minds, and perhaps to change ourselves in unexpected ways. It is
being inquisitive and not inappropriately confident about things that
should not be a matter of confidence.
It is, one might
say, seeking without expectation of finding an ultimate goal. We find
many things on our spiritual journey, but we do not find an ending to
our search.
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