I don’t have a big, Quaker, theological post for Christmas this
year (though I encourage you to look at Christmas posts from previous years). I
have no Christmas-related written ministry to offer (at least, at the
time of writing, that can always change unexpectedly). This year, I’m
offering more of a personal message. Life, me, a year in review…
well, we’ll see how it goes.
Recent history first. I went a bit quiet again,
didn’t I? I won’t deny that any break is still harder for me to
come back from, in terms of my mental health, weird (but apparently
not unusual) topic-specific anxiety still holding me back a lot. The
reason for the break, or at least a contributor to the length of it,
is that I was actually physically ill again. Not my usual
exacerbations of my balance problems or viral upper respiratory tract
infections, either. No, shortly after my first in-person work since
the pandemic started, I developed a chest infection. Bacterial.
Possibly pneumonia, apparently, though that not confirmed, and if it
was it was pretty mild (turns out there is such a thing as mild
pneumonia, though such things are obviously relative). Either that or
a pretty bad and tough-to-beat more conventional chest infection. I
was laid out pretty badly, high fever, needed two lots of antibiotics
to beat it (though the first lot broke the fever), and extremely low
energy – mentally as well as physically – for a few weeks. I’m
fine, now. My wife got a viral cough around the same time, so I
suspect I brought home a viral lower respiratory bug and I got a
secondary infection with it – it did take a little while for it to
get productive in my case.